“People mountain people sea”. Ya get what I mean?
♥ KLCC
How was Christmas for everyone? I hope it’s great. Cause it had been just…… Okay, for me. Was suppose to make a post BEFORE Christmas, but as I mentioned I haven’t been free for a while, due to my sister’s upcoming wedding.
Anyways, just kill this post argh. Feeling moody lately, why-ow-why D: Pms? Eeyer dkdc. Actually busy was just an excuse, I wasn’t THAT busy afterall. But nowadays I rather spend my time on WoW or Dvds… Msn, Fb, social, chatting all these, I don’t feel like it. As I already know I don’t really have any so-called friends to chit chat. And I know all the people whom I needed last time, I no longer need them anymore, hopefully.
I know nobody’s, gonna be there for me when I needed some one. And I know what I did last time, the sacrifices I made, I still end up having nothing, I know I don’t. So yea, I’d spend my time on other stuffs.
Besides, I have a wonderful family, people I love and they love me too, far more than the ‘love’ I could have get from my friends. Friends are indeed important when you’re out and especially during high school times, but I wouldn’t go oh-so-paranoid when I don’t have em. If things aren’t meant to be, it don’t matter how hard you try.
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Also, I don’t know what’s wrong with my foot. It won’t fully recover.. I don’t think I can play for the upcoming tourney, in volleyball. In the past one month, I’ve seen so much improvements in the juniors and also all the players. But me myself, sitting there feeling helpless, unable to do anything, watching how they play, knowing that the chance I’ll get to play next year, is so slight that it’s almost gone.
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Each time when I tell myself “My foot is okay, it’s not hurting anymore.” And then I tell the rest “Nehh, no big deal, it’ll recover.” I know all these are just lies. It’s going to be taking more than a few weeks to fix it. I’ve picked the fastest way, tried to take the short-cut in order to get back to training ASAP, but it’s not working. It isn’t fucking working.. But oh wells..
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Not giving up :’)
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Forgive my emotions, I know it sucks. Please forget this post.
It’s okay, I have a cute family :’)
Although we don’t really hang out much and I know we usually don’t dine out together or whatever family day thingy etc.
Still, we’re family right.. They’re the ones whom I love the most, and they’re the ones who love me the most too <3

Ilovemybrother
Don’t you think he’s as handsome as I am?
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p/s: Next post is gonna be more.. Cheerful? Pinky promise :3 Stay tuned.
-WinnSaysSmile